And you picked me.

Hello there.

Today was different. I realised something. I no longer have 'close' friends. Or maybe I do, I just prefer not to? Idk. The thing is, this whole year, I started to keep things to myself. I'm pretty much distant to some friends whom I was very close to previously. It's weird.

When I was in Hartamas, I use to be in a group. I use to deny it being a group, but now I think about it, it was. If the whole group were to not attend school on that day, it would be total hell for me for I would have no one to hang out with and I didn't like being alone. Afraid of being alone.

But now, it's all different. Weirdly, I've made new friends from Hartamas and somehow now I barely keep in touch with the people in the group.

Last time, if I were to go somewhere, I'd have to make sure people from the group were going. Now, I don't mind going places alone and making friends.

I don't even mind being alone. Heck, I go to malls and walk around alone more times this year than I go to malls with friends.

I've made more friends from Hartamas now than when I was studying in Hartamas. Lol.

Funeyh.

X.

:)