Time eventually pulls you in.

(Picture taken by Johan Ariff).

It's almost gonna be July soon. Another month closer to another year.

Times seriously passes by fast. I don't even remember the things I did this month. Or last month. Or the month before that! And these days I feel like I'm doing nothing. Literally nothing. I go to school, come back, study, tv, tuition, come back, sleep. That's my daily cycle right there. Every time I see my parents,

"Nana, go study." or "Why aren't you studying?!", etc.

I'm sick of hearing this. Like ohmygod, by you telling me this, won't make a difference. For once, I feel like I'm a messed up teenager. I may not look like it. But I feel like it. Inside. I swear, this year is so stressful.

It's also like I'm watching myself go through this year from a window. I'm just watching myself from the outside of this window. I see her- me doing the same mistakes over and over again, and I think, 'Doesn't she realise?'. As much as I try to get her attention to tell her her mistakes, I can't. She can't hear me. We're two different person in the same mind of a person.

Sigh.

ANYWAY, school's been a whole lot better. Which I'm finally glad to say.

Oh, and ballet concert was.. HAHA. First dance was like total wtf. :P Second dance was mleh. :)

I haven't been blogging. I know. Will start blogging often soon. I promise.

X.

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATHIRAH >:)