Hai. I feel like, reinventing myself. But that's pretty hard to do :\ I wish people knew me :( like really knew me. But I dont think anyone REALLY knows me.
Anyway, I think I wanna make a new blog. Or change this url or something. Idk. I wanna make an anonymous blog. That'd be cool. That way I wouldn't have to think twice before blogging about something... -wtf am I talking about? I dont have anything secretive things to blog about but can't anyway -.- Ahh.
My life is becoming duller, no shit. Lately, I'm always in a foul mood. I'm less, me now too. I'm sure some of you have noticed in school, I'm more.. haha, quieter. Or so I feel. I just feel so, idk. Anti social.
I have developed a, "I don't really care" thing now. People say people do it somehow has no effect to me no more. I think my self esteem issues are getting worse :(
Sigh. I need major help.
Lately all I've been doing since school start is drown myself with studying. I don't even do homework -.- I keep forgetting.
I still need to buy my molskine. I need a book where I can pour everything im feeling. And molskine would be great. It's pretty. I laik.
I'm becoming dull :) How brilliant.
What is wrong with the world? Or is it just me?
x.
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