Inhale. Exhale.

Abang and I at Hyde Park.

Is back at home. Home sweet home? Mhmm. Not so sure bout that. School today was fine. Though i'm pretty much still jet lagged so I didn't get a wink of sleep last night which led to me feeling rather sleepy during the classes! Especially Bio. We were in the lab and the fan blowing, the sun shining on me, god, I could just sleep there and never wake up.

So it's scary how I'm starting to give up.. I've given up tennis. Since I don't play competitively anymore. I'm starting to get sick of ballet. I'm starting to just give up on my studies. The stupid part is, I'm planning to add yet another subject just to add more misery in my life. English Lit. Apparently it's hard work. Should I? Idk. So anyway, as I was saying, everything that use to define me, is slowly fading away. Sucks to be me. And another thing I've given up on is boys. Haha. This, I have given up a pretty long time a go, though. I don't think I've liked anyone in a long time.

It just scares me.