Fragility

Humans are only made of flesh and bone. Flesh. Bone. We are beyond fragile. One little cut of the skin, and blood starts to unleash itself. Ever wondered how fast it would take for yourself to die? For your soul to depart itself from your body?

When I'm at high grounds I've always wondered how it would feel like to jump off. To just forget everything and, jump. How fast would it take before I really die? How would the impact feel when I touch the ground? Would it be painless because I would have died long before reaching the ground? After 16 years of living on this earth, all it takes it just one jump to end it. End everything.

When I'm in the car I imagine myself opening the car door and leaping out of the car. Would I get instantly smashed by car? Or would I fall on the road first then get run over by a car instead?

I'm not a fan of those slow deaths though. I don't get people who commit suicide and choose to do it by slitting their wrist. They like the pain probably. They feel alive when they feel pain. Not a fan, not a fan. I'd much rather just die from one doing of an act. Like jumping off a building or jumping out of a car.

It's scary to think that one act could end your life. Just like that. In just a split of a second you could no longer be alive. Just one act, could end everything you've been working for on this earth.

No, I'm not suicidal. I just want to point out how easy one could lose their life.

Anyone around you at any moment could kill you.

So is it worth it to try very hard to succeed in life when you know at any moment you could die?

Or maybe the fact that you know you could die, that god could take your live away at any moment, makes you always aware and always ready to go.

Making sure to always be in gods good list, JUST INCASE he decides to take you away.

Because what if at that moment you died, you were in gods bad list. God wouldn't care that you've always been in his good list before. Its now that matters.

:\ wtf is wrong with me.