I want to be..

In the course of 16 years, I've wanted to be many things.

I wanted to be a princess so I wanted to be a ballerina.
I wanted to be superman because he saved lives so I wanted to be an ambulans driver.
I wanted to be a lawyer because everyone told me I would make a good one.
I wanted to be a professional tennis player because they told me I could.
I wanted to be the very best like no one ever was.. because I liked Pokemon.
I wanted to be top 5 in class because I wanted her to be proud of me.
I wanted to be like Hermione Granger because she was a muggle born witch and was really smart.
I wanted to be a champion.
I wanted to read 10 books in a month because I wanted to challenge myself.
I wanted to be a writer because I express myself better through words.
I wanted to be fit and healthy.
I wanted straight A's.
I wanted to be able to play piano because my mom loved piano.


.. I always just wanted to be things. Do I actually achieve everything I want to be? Do the dreams turn to my reality?

NO. 

Why do I not strive and work for what I want to be? Why do I very often give up so fast?

That is why i'm a failure. -I don't have the drive and what it takes to achieve my dreams.

I want to be a person who fights for what she wants.