Pretty shiny crowns.

[ Sorry for the bad picture. Long story ]

So today was pretty much normal.

Weekends doesn't seem so exciting as how it use to be :(

Escape from this afterlife.

ROARRRRR.

Mleh. So, today was blah. Yes, I can express very well through words.

I'M SO WEIRD THESE DAYS! It's even freaking ME out. I make weird sounds. Heh.

School was.. school. Nothing really happened worth writing.

Currently am at tuition. Was here since six and going to be here till ten, mind you. So I'm on my break. HEHE.

Just finished one whole book of Form One Science Exercise Book :D

OHEMGEEEE, trials are like so near and I barely have covered all the subjects! GAH! I've been studying, I swear! But I know I'm still screwed.

WHYYYYY? :(

I'm very weird, I'm sorry. DON'T MIND ME. Mlahaha. :D

Kites were made for windy days. JUST SAYING!

X.

Till midnight comes.

Hellooo!

Today was.. I got nothing to say.

I slept late last night. Was watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S while doing math.

So in the morning I had another of my many, 'I am awake and currently showering' dreams. So yes, by the time I realised I wasn't really showering, I was super late. Rushed to the toilet to go shower. Turned on my shower and got in.... without actually taking out my clothes first. GAHHH. So I was likee BLAHHH. Heh.

So that was my morning :)

Though, I think I know why I had such trouble waking up this morning. It was cause of the heavy rain. I mean, the air condition was on, it was cold, I was under my covers, it was raining, sighhh. You get me? :(

School was okay. Pretty normal. EVERYONE IS CHANGING SCHOOLS! Why can't I too? Roar.

I better go get ready. I got tuition in a bit. Till 10:30.

S.O.S

Trials; 17th- 21st August. Um, Yay.

p/s: My posts has been utter crap. I'm very sorry.

I do not laik it!

So today was likeeee such a bleh day.

1) I woke up supah' late. Like, I'm actually suppose to be ready before my driver comes. Suppose to lah. Most of the time I am about half done when my driver comes but today, I was still asleep when he came! LIKE SHIT MAN.

2) Because of that, I was too lazy to put on my contacts, so went to school with glasses today.

3) I was still KINDA retarded today. I'm sorry people who had to suffer :(

4) ANGELA BROKE MY KH PROJECT! Nooooooooooooooooooo. I'm seriously gonna fail!

So in conclusion, TODAY IS SOO BLEHHHH.

X.

Good day, love.

HELLO!

So today was likeeee supercalifragelisticly wtf :)

I was super hyper. Probably due to the lack of sleep I had the last night.

During PE, I was like speaking in a British accent, and yeahhh. Making jokes. Angela coulnd't stop laughing 0:)

It was likeeee, HAHAH. But, mind you, I can do a pretty good British accent! Well I think so. IDK! Stop asking meeeeh!

Then, during lunch, I taught Angela, Aisha and Amir how to play under the rainbow thingi! Angela got so excited. Aisha sucks at it. LOLOLOL.

First time being hyper in SG. It's embarrassing! I hope I'm my quiet dead self again tomorrow!

"ARE YOU MENTAL?!". [ British accent ] - MEH.

"No, no, I'm not metal, not metal". [ Indian accent ] -ANGELA.

Sighhhhh. HEHE.

Put out the red light.

Okay, so this sooo did not turn out nice. HAHA. It's suppose to be likeee a cartoon version of mee? HAHA. Yes, I know, it's ugly. :( Sigh.

X.

Sorrow.

After what felt like an eternity of sleeping, she woke up. But she was perplexed to find her self not in her room but instead she found herself in a foreign place. She did not know where she was. She did not understand why she was there. "Am I dead?", she thought to herself. She decided to walk around and look for an exit, or someone. She walked, and walked but no luck, there was no door or anyone to be found. She suddenly felt like she was walking in circles. She started to panic and started to cry. Slowly, after lots of crying, she fell asleep and when woke up in her own room once again.


p/s: I screwed up the painting. D:

I'm a fool for love.

HELLO, there! :)

It's been awhile since I've actually blogged about what I've been up to. Been kinda lazy. I find it unimportant for you readers to know what I'm up to anyway. My blog now is actually a place for me to express my emotion or feelings and a place to put up lovely five year old like paintings.

But if you're wondering, what's new with Sufianna, well,

Absolutely nothing, really. I find myself being quite.. anti-social lately. I apologize for that. I've just been a lot lazy to chat or whatever. I've been studying. So yeah.

Trials are coming. I'm excited, aren't you?! ROAR, man. 'el oh el'. I'm so screwed for it.

So lately I have been drawing and writing a lot. Beats me.

Oh, my mom told me she isn't changing me back to Hartamas. Mhmm. Okay?

I'm currently fasting right now. Lapar lah. Grr.

I've got to go. Continue my studying and my counting down for break fast. Oh, and tuition.

Byebye. Till next time.

X.

Post -it's.

... because it's cheaper.

Beyond confussion.

She wakes up and finds herself in a dark tunnel. She's alone. The silence is killing her, she starts to walk slowly, now she's running, she see's a ray of light at the end of the tunnel, she starts running faster, the ray of light doesn't get closer, it gets further.. slowly, it fades.

"What's happening?".

In denial .

The Half Blood Prince?

It was disappointing. Maybe it's just cause I put my hopes up so high :( I think they cut it too short and everything was so... bleh. But all in all, I guess it's ok. Sighhhh. Watched it last night at Gold Class, One Utama. Athirah didn't go! Grr!

Anyway, I'm out. Ciao.

I can go the distance.

I guess at this age, we all are trying to figure ourselves out. We seek for our talents and what are our personality.

But to me, ones personality is from within ourselves not from what we decide for it to be. We can't just make our personality cause we can't choose our personality. Our personality is what makes us who we are and who we are are our personality.

People who set their own personality based on what they think is cool, to me, is fake.

But whatever.

Anyway, I haven't been blogging lately, sorry bout that. It's just that I haven't had lots to blog about, really. Sorry.

"So, Nana, what do you wanna be when you grow up?".

"I wanna be a writer who does photography, drawing, graphic designing, ballet and tennis because I know I can".

Pro.

BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. :)

Colorful.

The past.

As I walked through those gates like I use to 3 years a go, memories started coming back to me and I felt as though I was in year 6 again, wearing my blue baju kurung and my hair in a ponytail that took me a long time to tie.

Such nostalgia. But it felt good. Reminded me of such easier times.

I love my primary life. I'm sure in the mere future, I'll probably feel the same way about my secondary life... well at least I hope so. :)

X.

Fiction.

As she reads her all time favorite book, The Half Blood Prince on her bed, she slowly falls asleep...

She was woken up by a tap on her window. She opens her curtain slowly and was startled to see a white beautiful owl right outside her window with a parchment tied to his leg. She opens the window and unties the parchment and the second it was untied, the owl flew back into the darkness.

She then read the yellowish parchment in disbelief:

HOGWARTS SCHOOL OF WITCHCRAFT AND WIZARDRY

Headmaster: Albus Dumbledore
(Order of Merlin, First Class, Grand Sorc., Chf. Warlock, Supreme Mugwump, International Confed. of Wizards)

Dear Ms Sufianna,
We are pleased to inform you that you have a place at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Please find enclosed a list of all necessary books and equipment.
Term begins 1 September. We await your owl by no later than 31 July.

Your sincerely,

Minerva McGonagall
Deputy headmistress.

She was shocked and was out of words. All she ever wanted was to go into Hogwarts! Questions exploded inside her head like like fireworks. What is she gonna tell her parents? When and whom with is she going to buy her stuff? What house would the sorting hat put her in? ....

Back to reality, she wakes up from her outrageous dream, giggling.

She guesses she's just too excited for Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince to come out this 16th July.

:)

Fidelity.

She decided to sit in the corner of her room and listen to nothing but her thoughts. It was as though time stood still for her. Like everything for once, waited.

She then slowly heard a faint voice, her voice. She listens, and tries to understand.

The voice became fainter and slowly she could not hear anything. Silence surrounded her.

Suddenly, she felt the nothingness of her surroundings pulling her, she couldn't see, she couldn't breathe. The second was over, and she's gasping for air.

She finds herself relieving the moments she first met all the people that ever mattered to her. Person after person brought laughter and smiles upon her face. Memories flooded back.

It was over. She smiled and opened her eyes.

She looked at her watch, and only a minute has past even though it felt like forever meeting everyone again for the first time.

It was just what she needed.

Finding hope and the will to continue was easier than she thought. She just had to remember although she's only lived a brief life here in this world, despite the bitter memories she's been through , along the way, she's met wonderful people and has collected priceless memories. Learned a lot and day by day becoming wiser and stronger.

:)