I miss.

Hello fellow readers :) So i've been pretty much busy, busy, busy!

This week, I thought, Oh wow, it'll be like any other week. No more sports, or whatever. -but i was wrong! I had public speaking, which I pretty much took the time to talk about nonsense. Haha. So anyway, on Friday, Saturday and Sunday it was SG's MUN fifth conference. I was a reporter. It was fun! I want to be a delegate next year! .. or maybe a reporter again? i doubt it :p I sucked at my job.

So, I really haven't been talking to people lately.

:)

I forget things, people, music. Things that use to make me happy. But when vague and random memories return to me, I really miss it.

Of the olden times.

So I've come to realise that I barely download songs now. I use to download so much songs in a week which lead me to have awesome kick ass songs all the time, but now, I no longer have... therefore, my sense of music suck now :( sigh.

I will TRY and start back though. :)

Going through old songs, ah such memories. :P

X.

of the color HITAM.

So, hey. As you all may or may not know, i've been on a sports frenzy lately. What with MSSKL olahraga, sports day, MSSKL tennis and what not. Well, as the results, I'm fucking tan. No, not tan. Hitam ah. Haha. Oh well. It's been a while since I was this tan. I mean I remember the days when I was like this.. 24/7 :P

Anyway, moving on to a more serious matter, my cousin passed away today.

*Moment for Al-fatihah for Muslims who are reading.

I was never close to him, but I feel the sadness none the less. Seeing everybody cry, seeing my auntie- his mother, fainting during the burying. It's just heart breaking how sudden death is.

Due to the phone call this morning, I gave a walkover for my semifinals MSSKL tennis match. Sorry, Sher. Hope you do well in Finals! :)

Anyway, that's all.

love,
budak hitam.

For saken love

Hello there loves. So I haven't been studying much.. why? Cause I've been having lots of running days lately. MSSKL Zon Pudu then it was sports heats and sports day. So two weeks of NOTHING school work related has gone into my head. Even when I'm in class I'm not bothered to listen. I'm BEYOND screwed. Next week's Tennis MSSKL. I promise to start back studying after MSSKL. Yes. That's a promise.

So slept over Aisha's house last night. It was Sports day yesterday. it was fun :) After sports day we all went to Nash's house to chill. Haha, I love his house. Over all it was a good day! Chilled with Aisha at Pavi today. Thanks for the lunch, Sha.

Life's been pretty great. :) Alhamdulillah.

Pretty in pink

Hello there non-existing readers.

Instead of showering or doing my homework, I decided to blog. So it's been a pretty boring weekend. Didn't do much. Just went to ballet and thats pretty much it. Life has been pretty dull lately. I can't remember the last time I went out. It's not that I can't, I just don't know who to go out with or where to go out with. Plus finding a day that I'm not busy or lazy is merely imposible these days. I haven't been going online lately. Well, I have, but never enough time to actually talk to people. So I'm sorry people.... not that you care. I guess. Moving on. I just realised that my Adobe Creative Suite 4 is still on my desk and UNINSTALLED. Haha.

Schools been a drag. I can't seem to be bothered with homework, schoolwork or anything much really which scares the shit out of me. I feel so relaxed. Which I know is wrong.

This is stupid. I'm off. BYE :)