What am I feeling? Many things at once.
I feel like i'm going backwards. Like i'm making all the wrong choices. Like i'm about the crack.
Nothing in particular is wrong. -but these little things, just piling up, taunting me, waiting for me to crack.
I should be able to open up to people who i'm close to, but I can't.
I can't find the words to express what i'm feeling. I feel like i'm drowning in this feeling.
This feeling has been the reason I've been hating being alone. -because being left alone with my thoughts is torture. Agonizing.
I'm wreck.
Whats the point?