Another year.

2009 is almost over. Today's the last day. Am I excited, hell no. 2009 has been BY FAR the worst year. I've made lotsa mistakes but Im glad to say I've learned from them. I hope. I hope next year is better.

Dear 2010,

Please be better.

love,

Nana.

I wish you on a falling star, wondering where you are.

So hello there :) Probably NO ONE reads this blog anymore, but, not the point. Anyway, there's about a week left of the holidays. This friday will be a whole new year. Not looking forward to it.

So how did I spend my holidays?

• Watched A LOT of TV series. Like 90210, Grey's, GG, SKINS!, One tree hill! :D, and ... HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER. Hell yeah. :) and others.
• Went out... a lot. Mostly OneUtama.
• Got ice cream from Hazim (y)
• Watched lotsa movies :)
• GOT RESULTS.
• Shopped.
• Decorated my room.

This year was... okay. Just okay.

I'm still gonna be in SG next year :\ Kinda bums me out actually. Wanted to change schools.

What am I doing for New years?

NO IDEA. Great.

On another note, I need to buy stuff like ,

• Molskine
• New paint brushes
• Felted pens of different sizes and colors
• New watercolor
• Sling bag
• Some clothes
• school stationary

:)

OH and school uniform.

MY ROOM IS COOL.

I'm done here. BYEEEEE.

CONGRATULATIONS YOUNG GRASSHOPPERRR!

I'm proud to be your sensei. AHHAHAHAH.

Now you don't have to kill yourself. You're in Cekal. AGAIN.

Okay, next year pulak. PMR! :p

I ♥ YOU!

Katrina Kazman is cool.

*cough. Like Nana.

What's the difference, doc?

Okay, so today I'd like to blog about the word love.

I'm just wondering what IS the difference between friendship love, family love, and.... love.

Don't they all mean the same? Love. A feeling you feel towards another. Frankly, I love lots of people then. All my close friends, family.

So when you're in a relationship and one says, "I'm only gonna say I love you when I mean it... till now, I like you", doesn't make sense to me, to be honest. I mean, you guys are in a relationship so that probably means you've known each other for awhile being friends. And I'm sure even before you guys got together you loved one another. In maybe a friend way. Whatever that means.

So what I wanna know is, what's the big deal with saying LOVE?

And, I think it isn't hard to find love. Cause frankly you can love anyone it's just the matter of whether you want to or not.

I think I now know the meaning of,

"You love her, she loves you, so whats the matter?!"

"Sometimes, I guess, love isn't enough".

Hope this gets you all thinking.

end.

(Random post for today. Sorry. )

I'd like to hear what YOU think about this.

Just friends.

HELLO THERE READERS. I do not blog much. Everyone knows that. But come on, nobody blogs daily anymore. That was so.... last year? Haha. Right. Shut up, Sufianna.

Okay, so... my goals for this Holidays is to MAKE NEW FRIENDS. Yes. Make new friends. So, feel free to add me up and introduce yourself :)

uhh. Tuition later. :( Kill me. Hmmf.

I need a hobby. Seriously. Waking up at 12 and going online ... is not healthy! :p

CIAO.

Maybe he won't find out what I know.

The holidays has been remotely boring. I swear. It's likee... everything's so normal and boring. I need excitement! Need to try new things! I have to feel that exhilarating feeling. So, yeah. Doubt that's gonna happen. I'm not even going out of Malaysia this holidays. AGAIN. Ugh. :( This sucks.

I'm gonna make new friends. Not funny, Arif. I'm serious. I AM FRIENDLY. :(

It may seem like I'm not, but, but, I'm just shy lah. ish.

X.

We can see the world tonight.

Hello there world. Im guessing most of you kinda stopped checking my blog since I haven't updated in ages. Well, surprise, surprise, I'm updating this dead, but colorful blog :D

So, currently skyping with Kierien.

Um, schools over. Yay? Not really. I have no life :( Mleh.

I got my iMac :D It's so pretty. HEH.

Well, that's all for now :D

Movies I'm dying to watch. :)

1. New York, I love You.
   
2. Dear John.
   
3. Valentines Day.
   
4. Splinterheads.
   
5. Whip It.
   
6. Gentlemen Broncos.
7. Paris, Je T'Aime.
8. My Sister's Keeper.

AISYAH.

I NEED TO GO TO YOUR HOUSE AND TAKE ALL THE FREAKING TV SERIES'S YOU GOT ! THANK YOU.

X.

<3

Hi :) I know I'm not a good blogger anymore :( I'm sorry. It's just that, half the time when I plan to blog, I got ZERO things to talk about. I'm sorry, my life isn't interesting! I have pretty boring and dull life. Seriously. Seriously? SERIOUSLY. Hmmf. It's like after PMR, I just realised how much I don't have a life. Haha. Sigh. I attended AAR on Satruday, went there around 11 with Aisha, there wasn't anyone there, so since I haven't eaten, we thought we'd grab something to eat first, by the time we went back there around 12:45, the line had started >:( Grr. We were still quite in front though. Lol. As soon as we ran in, being in the second line, people kept pushing and pushing me to be infront of me, and I'm like, "DUDE, STOP IT". People like that piss me off. Lol. The whole thing was a blast though :) Really awesome.

Mhmm, other than that, nothing fun has been happening to me. :) Yay. My phone's practically DEAD. It doesn't ring or vibrates. No texts, no calls.

And today, I think blew off something really huge. HEHE. I suck at life <3

AISHA AMALINA'S BIRHTDAY IS TOMORROW! :D

You bleed just to know you're alive.

Hellooo. So the whole after PMR thing is getting boring. Yesterday was okay though. Went for tennis for the first time in AGES. It wasn't bad since it rained, so it wasn't hot :) After tennis, went to have dinner at OU with mom and brother. Then went for rock climbing at Camp5 at OU. It was .. fun. But hell was it tiring. My fingers are all blehedout cause of it. Then, reached home about 1 then showered and everything and slept around 2. In the morning, I woke up myself at 6:45 and my dad and driver went already -.- wth. So texted Aisha saying I wasn't coming to school and asked her to help me tell Ustazah I'm sorry.

So a few days a go we all skipped school to go to Sunway to skate. And damn, I can't skate for shiz. I suck. HAHA. So after about an hour or so failing at skating, we decided to check out sunway lagoon. Apparently Sunway Lagoon closes on Tuesday. LIKE WTH. Damn bad luck -.- So we ended up eating and shiz and watched Whiteout which is a STUPID movie btw. After the movie, we just walked around and did the usual 007 game and dares.

Mhmm. I got nothing to do right now! :( Argh, shit man.

GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. Yes. I will.

X.

FOURTH DAY?

REDBOX in the morning/afternoon. KC's screaming. (y) Lol. Roller bladding (I STILL DO NOT KNOW HOW TO SPELL!) at Sungeiwang (Don't know how to spell this either). T'was fun watching Jon fall a million times :) I joke. Lotsa talking on the way to KLCC. LRT to Bangsar. Cab to Aza's house. Went to Bangsar. Had dinner at Nandosssss. Lepaked around. Ran for cabs. Slurpyyyy. Ran for more cabs. THE END :)

Today..... so boring. Ballet. BLEGH. :(

AFTER PMR.

Day one ; Running around Curve playing Hide and Seek. Sleepover with Marinna and Aisyah.

Day two ; Roller bladding (?) with the Marinna and Aisyah.

Day three ; KDE for sports. Went to some steep trail thing that lead to a nice lake. Climbed rocks kat sungai. On the way back to KDE heavy rained poured and got soaking wet. Swimming and Pizza. Ah, lovely day :)

NOW SHOWER. HOMG I THINK IM SICK >:(

Bangsar tomorrow? :D

Bada bing.

MIA.

ELLO THERE. I haven't blogged in ages. I know I said the next time I'll be blogging will be after PMR, but hey, I think I'll just blog now. So three days of PMR is currently OVER. OVERRRR. Three more subjects to go, and I'm free :) Though, to be honest, I feel quite free now :) Semi freeness is feelin' gooooooood. Lol.

So there's been spammers on my blog. or shall i say spammer. Lol. But hey, I'd like to say thanks to whoever backed me up :)

Okayyy. So how was PMR? It was .. um.. yeah. Okay. Right. Moving on.

DAILYBOTH. :)

GOMAKEYOURSELFADAILYBOOTH. IT MAY BE LAME BUT ITS FUN. :)

X.

I probably should keep this to myself.

Yaw's, readers :) I haven't updated a lot lately, I mean phfsh, with PMR coming up and all do you seriously think I'd be updating a lot? :p Haha. Nah, that's not the actual reason. I've just been lazy. You'd think I'm too busy studying to update, but naw. I'm on the net just as much these days... okay, that's a lie. But hehs :) I've been tweeting, dailyboothing and tumblr-ing MUCH MORE than blogging. Blogging just takes too much time. Sorryz, yaw.

So raya's been great. I guess. In a way, uhuh, yeah. (y)

Duit raya's a HUGE let down, but whatever. It ain't important right? 0:)

Will not update till PMR's over. 14 more days to PMR. WHOOP. I seriously don't know why they can't just make it monday-friday one shot. UGH. So stupid.

Autobots roll out! :D

BYE!

Postcards from far away.

Ello, ello. So PMR in um 20 days. WOOH. How exciting :p Jyeahh. Today for some reason I had an urge to learn a new song on the piano, but I had to do with all that I could to fight this urge cause, I SHOULD BE BLEEDING STUDYING. Hehhs. Well, that’s all. I just wanted to tell you people that :p

STUPID MOSQUITO! STOP BITING ME YOU BITCH.

X. :)

Blue moon.

Hello, hello :) PMR is in about 24 days or so. How exciting! Grr. I'm beyond scared at this moment but yet I have to admit, I seem pretty calm about it. Maybe the idea of PMR in 24 days hasn't quite settled in my mind yet. Lol. I need major help! I NEED TO BE ABLE TO FAST AGAIN. Since I can't fast now, when I get hungry I eat chocolates! Like lots of them. I'mma gain weight man. Shit :( So anyway, yesterday I had school and surprisingly, I went! Bangga. Lol. It was okay. Didn't learn much from the seminars. SORRY. I just have very little attention span. So all I did was laugh and talk with Aisha. Angela actually payed attention. Grr. After the seminar, I went straight to Aiyah's house. Met up with her and Aza cause we wanted to check out each others trial papers. Aza only brought 4 papers! I really wanted to see the science one, but she didn't bring it >:\ I was damn hungry over at Aisyah's, so she offered Mentos and Baskin Robbins sweet. Hahaha. I went back from her house around 6 something then off to Muhibbah, Taman Tun to break fast with all the cousins. It was fun. After dinner I went to KTJ cause my brother wanted to follow Farith go see Alya/Alia (?) perform. But we were too late, she dah perform. And, might I add, KTJ IS FRIGGIN AWESOME. The dorms and stuff, damn cool. :O Lol. Anyway, I really should be logging off now and STUDY. Byeee :)

X.

What more can I say?

I draw smileys to remind me to be happy.
I draw heart shapes to remind me love exists.
I draw clouds to remind me not to be scared to dream.
I draw rainbows to remind me even after a rainy day, the sun will still shine.
But then I catch myself writing your name.
What does that mean?

Ello peopleeee. School today wasssss... hard to explain. Never mind. Lol. Anyway, whats new, Nana? Ohhh, nothing much. Grr. Anyway, I honestly don't have anything to blog about! Grr. I'm sorry. GOODBYE, loves. :)

PMR in 26 days. WHOOP!

X.

p/s: Can I please hug you? :(


GAH. I'm back. Sorry, it's so stupid of one to publish a post with stupid ramblings and "I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO BLOG ABOUT" crap. OKAY. So, um, yeah. I'mma try to make this more... longer? Or whatever. Grr. Shut up. I did history just now. So bleh. I'mma continue after this post! I GOT TO STUDY! Cause, I need to show Katrina that I was right! KATRINA AND EVERYONE ELSE ! Hehs. So currently chatting with Arif and Aisha and Jon. Whatever lah, screw it. BYE :)

I hate you. I hate you. I swear. Ugh.

AND DEAR AISHA,
Please do cheer up. Thank you.

Love,
Nana.

Why should you think about it?

Ello, ello. So this couple of days, I've been slacking on the studies. BUT, by tomorrow, I'm up and ready to start my studying routine once again. Damn. 4 days.. wasted. Shit man. School today was okay. I want pizza for buka. Ugh. Maybe I'll order it later or something. Yes? Definitely. Anyway, I should really be heading off to shower! BYE.

X.

P/s: I'm giving up on you.

Edit.

Helloooo. Just finished studying. YES. I'm studying now. Thanks to Katrina :D We made a deal. She shall give me money for every A I get for PMR. ;) 5 sens per subject mannnn. That's A LOT. But, she told me I shouldn't spend it all on one thing, nanti I become muflis.

I am her sensei and she is my young grasshopper. :D